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14 June 2012 @ 08:53 pm
When adults quarrel, they love to say "This is between us adults, you kids stay out of it". Well, sorry to disappoint, that's not the case. Every single time it happens, you drag your kid right smack into the centre of it all whether you like it or not.

The kids are always the victims. We are always the victims. 
 
 
04 April 2012 @ 01:30 am
4/3/2012 - 4/4/2012

It's been a month. I still miss you .. Mama.
 
 
12 March 2012 @ 04:54 pm
1930-2012
I loved you, love you, will always love you.
 
 
13 July 2011 @ 01:23 pm
This feels foreign. Very very foreign. Its been approximately 8 months since the abandonment of this journal but I've never had the heart to completely rid myself of it. Currently in a warped state of mind, part of me feels annoyed and agitated, part of me feels like there's nothing to worry about because everything is gna be a-okay. I dread group projects. I don't like the feeling of semi reliance  if such a term even exists. Should it not, then in my book, semi reliance means people relying on me to get good grades and me relying on others to get good grades. Guess what I hate most is when you actually make an effort but no one appreciates it enough to even open your darn email. Like its that difficult. So here we all are, due date next week, with nothing solid, no aim or direction. If no one bothers replying me in 10 minutes time, I'm just gna do things my way. That's that. 
 
 
07 December 2010 @ 02:29 am
Numb  
 Kin is asleep next to me, it's a big day tomorrow. G'night mates. 

PS. Wormy, I love you. 
 
 
 
23 November 2010 @ 01:19 am
 
 
18 November 2010 @ 12:17 am
 Take my hand, close your eyes, with you right here, I'm a rocketeer

Everyone makes excuses up for you and it sickens me. "Oh there must be a reason to why his behavior got worst" ... "Maybe he had his own set of problems to deal with" ... All the answers/excuses, none were credible obviously. Yes I get it, these excuses are meant to somehow make me feel better. But *insert buzzer noise - TEHHHHH- * sorry guys, it didn't work, doesn't work that way to begin with. You know what I need? I need someone daring enough to look me straight in the eye and say "What a dickhead, wanker, twat, prick, bastard ...." Or something along those lines. Cheers. 
 
 
Current Music: Far East Movement - Rocketeer
 
 
15 November 2010 @ 01:59 pm
 

Can't wait to get out of this country. I so desperately need a breather. Two weeks in Europe is gna be awesome + its winter, yay, my favorite season. Why? The only season you have an excuse to pile on layers after layers of clothes and not be considered fat nor frumpy. Heh. O and I'm turning 19 soon, weird. I still feel and look 16. Anyway, shall treat myself a nice fresh ink of some sort. Alright, thats all I have to say for now. Gna zzz for a bit and possibly work on the Prof Comm glossary later on + dinner with my grandparents.
 
 
10 November 2010 @ 05:54 pm
 

I've been feeling rather distracted lately. Everything moves and happens so fast, sometimes, I get caught up in a moment and the next thing I know, my heart is in the dumps. I feel angry and betrayed. For a number of reasons. I feel abandoned. I told you, I love you. You replied "I love you more". Then I heard things. And now I feel cheated. So cheated. I feel so vulnerable. I thought you loved me. Ugly death it is for me then. 

I thought we were family. 
 
 
09 November 2010 @ 01:17 am
Everyone has the free will to make their own choices.
And thats okay, because the ten of us, we'll always be a family.